I’ve felt this way for a long time, years in fact. I don’t know where to begin with it, nor really how to term it so that it’s understandable. I guess the problem is lack of focus, or dabbling. I’m good at the things I do. I’m a very passionate person and if it’s something I’m interested in, I put in MASSIVE amounts of effort and achieve a lot of success. However, I feel so often I can achieve MORE success, but I don’t. So I think I’m a dabbler because I’ll be passionately interested in something for a while, but then it’ll burn out and something else will take over for a while. It seems like I can never be passionately interested in more than one thing at any one time. And I don’t mean I just give up on something, I’ll nearly always come back to it when the thing that replaced it burns out too. It’s almost like my passions are on rotation and they can’t co-exist. And I hate that. For instance, I’ll be really into filmmaking for a while. … [Read more...]